went a whole month w/o blogging? what's up with that? rough month, that's what.
been kinda down lately. that time of year? most likely. went to my doc yesterday and we're uping my Zoloft. I'm doing a lot better overall, but I've had some really bad moments lately and don't know how I'll do through the rest of the holidays.
Don't get me wrong, I love Thanksgiving and Christmas and the New Year, and my birthday. There are a lot of good things going on. but I'm sure I'm not alone on this: I feel lonely. like I said, that time of year. not just the holidays, but events in my past that have help make me who I am today happened this time of year too. ugh, rather not talk about it here though.
Anyway! hit my 1/2 way point on the weight loss goal earlier this month :) gained a couple pounds back the last few weeks, but still really close to 1/2 way.
did a 5k on Thanksgiving morning. it was cold and rainy and I was fighting a cold, but I still managed to have my best pace yet :) finished in 54:35 (according to my watch, the official time is 54:48, close enough). that's 11 minutes off my time in April!! next? a 5k Jan 9th, or maybe one on Dec 18th. need to train more though.
Might write more later, just wanted to check in
